My World in Words
Welcome to my blog, the place I try to put my inner world into words, aiming to share wisdom gained through experience, hope, mistakes, and everything that makes life both beautiful and messy.
FYI - Posts will appear haphazardly and on no set schedule other than the one life sets out for me. Things get a little chaotic at times, but I will always return eventually.
A day in the life of generalized anxiety.
Walking through the halls I am the ultimate observer. I see the other students like me, the way their body language tells of unspoken torment within. I see who is looking where and am acutely aware of multiple conversations being had around me. I decide sitting with people at lunch is too much today. What if I say the wrong thing?
A day in the life of untreated depression.
I make it through school using my usual tactics. Smile when appropriate, laugh when everyone else does, act surprised or hurt when something bad happens, and when it all gets too much escape to the bathroom for a bit so I can just be how I feel, numb.
